Where have I been???
Hey guys.. it's been a while!
So where have I been? I have been super super busy over the last few months, I've just started a new job so I have been trying to adjust to that! Going from working one day a week to three really has a huge impact on your spare time!!! As well as this new job I have also joined a company and started my own business that I am slowly building up and feeling very positive about. And finally, I am possibly starting a third work adventure, working for an exciting children's entertainment company where I will host themed children's birthday parties.
As well as all of this going on and learning to adjust to it, I have also had a bit of a set back with university that I have really struggled with. Unfortunately, earlier on in the year, I failed one of my assignments and I was absolutely heartbroken, I felt like such a failure, I didn't know if I wanted to continue studying and just started to doubt my self in everything I did. So when I got an email from my university telling me that i had just two weeks to rewrite this essay, I was very very stressed. It is so so difficult to write 5000 words when all you can think about is the fact that you might fail again, or that what you are writing is just not good enough. It was very emotionally draining! I'm still waiting to find out my results, but i'm hoping to have passed!
Although the last few months have been difficult, I have learnt quite a lot along the way. Firstly, that it's okay to fail sometimes and, although it seems like it's the end of the world when it happens, it's really not. Secondly, I've learnt to say yes more, I've had lots of opportunities come my way over the last few months, and before i would have probably turned them all down, whereas now, I felt brave enough to say yes and get out of my comfort zone and i'm so glad that I did! Finally I have learnt to have a bit more self love, I find my self very easily relying and depending on other people to make me happy, but recently I have been doing a lot more to find ways of making my self happy. Whether that's just taking half an hour out of my day to run a nice bath and read a book, or shutting my bedroom door, putting my music on and clearing out my wardrobes. I'm learning to enjoy my time on my own a lot more and I feel so much better for it!
So where do I go from here? I've written a long list of future blog posts I would love to do, I've bought my self lots of books that I cannot wait to read, and i'm going to continue saying yes more to see what other exciting opportunities come my way.
Thanks for reading this post, hopefully you'll be hearing from me again very soon!
Vixen Beauty x